lately i have not been able to concentrate. my mind is just going everywhere. perhaps i'm getting lazy and just don't want to study. but i can't get myself to concentrate. too many things going on, yet nothing going on at the same time. how is that possible you ask? well, it just is. the great kathryn yu is able to put all her feelings out to the world and not care what becomes of it. three cheers to her for being so brave. i, on the other hand, am not so brave. i told pablo i wrote everything down in my journal (which can't really be called a journal because i don't actually write in it DAILY, but you get the idea), and he seemed like he was pretty amazed that i am still writing everything out the old fashioned way, by pencil. (you were amazed, weren't you pabs?) perhaps i'll turn on my computer tomorrow and come to my silly blogger and realize that i've already said too much. oh well. days will pass and i will continue writing silly things on my blogger like odes to my computer, and how much coffee i've had that day, and soon this post will wind itself to the bottom, and eventually be phased out and disappear like all the other blogs i've posted. and so life goes on.
on a lighter note, it will soon be thanksgiving. holidays came early this year with all those holiday commercials that bombarded us a month ago. i just want to say that i'm grateful for lots of things. i am a selfish person, but yes, there are times when i stop and think how good i have it compared to some people out there in the world. i'm grateful for my family, my car that takes me places, my bed that takes me away from studying, my music collection that i can't live without, my computer (yes, that's right, you heard me), and most of all, ALL of my friends, (for without you guys, my life would be a bore and there would be no one to laugh at my cheesy-although-deep-down-inside-you-really-love-them jokes). So, internet abyss, as the great Kathryn calls you, have a good thanksgiving.
I will be spending it by eating, sleeping, and editing.