Imagine meeting a pretty girl, all angelic-like cause she's dressed in white.
imagine falling in love with her and then finding out that your only competition is a buddy of yours.
imagine luke's horror when he found out leia was his sister.

obviously the force wasn't strong enough in him.
and if yoda knows all, why didn't he inform Luke of his incestuous ways?
WHY!?!?

imagine being Chewie...
....what a wookie.

So here we are, already at the end of spring break. Oh how time flies. School starts tomorrow again. Last quarter went ok, as hectic as it was, it had alot of good moments. This quarter will hopefully be good also. The weather will start getting warmer. The sun will stay out longer. And all will be good.
And on a final note: Mandy rocks!

so rather than doing things i really need to do for finals, i am here updating my blogger. it's funny how the least trivial things suddenly get my attention and become the most important when finals roll around. i seem to update my blogger in waves. some weeks i'll update everyday, others never. but not like it matters i guess, cause no one out there is reading these banterings, except for you, anyways.
someone please email me and tell me what good songs are out there that i should download. my morpheus has been acting up lately. poop.
i am also hoping to update my webpage soon. it is getting kind of boring, eh? i don't know what to add though, probably more movie reviews.
eh.

Tenessee so far has the best state quarter yet! It has a guitar, a violin, and a trumpet on it! In the words of Rivers: How cool is that?!?

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return

sign read at the Church of Christ: Forbidden fruit will get you in bad jam.

It's all coming together!!!! Things are working out!!! It's not a complete failure!
Not yet at least.

You MUST go and see Moulin Rouge. Especially the dvd extras, if available. This movie is incredible. 5 years in the making of a great piece of art. There are no words to describe how much i love the visuals. Think SP's Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, and their video Tonight Tonight. I love that kind of stuff, and this movie is all about THAT KIND OF STUFF!!! Go see it!

school will be the end of me.
shoop shoop bee woop.

Je pense que la langue Francais est tres belle. Il y a une qualite etrange, mais a la meme temps, tres romantique au sujet du langue qui me fait le souhaite que j'etais des Francais. Je souhaite que j'aie su parler français meilleur, mais non.
Oh well.
C'est la vie, non?

Lately i've been having trouble trying to update my site, due to me webhost, Brinkster.com. Le sigh...they have let me down.

I watched the opening ceremonies of the olympics tonight, only to fall asleep right before the good part, the torch lighting ceremony. This always happens to me.

Case #1: Princess Diana's funeral. I stayed up til i think 3am watching the whole thing from the beginning, the boring car procession and all, only to fall asleep right before the important part, the part where they were inside the church, elton john and whatnot. I woke up around 5am to find the church thing over, and the car taking the body away- boring part once again.

Case #2: Superbowl 2001. I watch the beginning of the superbowl, fell asleep right before the halftime show (BRITNEY!!) and woke up right afterwards.

Case #3: Summer 2001 Olympics opening ceremony. Again, I fell asleep right before the good part, the torch lighting and what not. Of course i had to be awake for the boring parts, like when each country is walking out. And then I awake only to have my mom tell me that "the performance was really good, especially the torch lighting, I really liked the way they did it this year, you should've seen it!" (Then why didn't you wake me up!?!)

Yeah.

You'd think after case #3, I would've learned, and would've been prepared for tonights olympics. But oh, no. Szu-Hua does not work that way. Szu-Hua likes to make things difficult. Szu-Hua thinks that she can close her eyes for 10 minutes before the good part comes. But little does Szu-Hua know, that it just doesn't work that way.

Szu-Hua also likes to talk in third person.

Sav-ons has candy for a quarter. Bad news.
Sav-ons has become a second home for us. We go there almost everyday. Jack B is always there, he's always on the night shift. Lately Lakesha has been working late nights also. Once, while Lakesha was ringing me up, a voice from her phone said "don't let her take my army men." I was buying those little green army men, and for some reason, this ominous voice knew. It was quite humorous, but a little scary. I wonder what the workers there are thinking everytime we go in. Sometimes, we'll go as much as 3 times a day! Sad, but true.

Andrew was kind enough this weekend to point out that I can't PLAN on becoming more spontaneous.
Andrew sucks.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.
FUCK!!!!
I was sent the scariest email last night. I couldn't just have gone to bed without checking my mail-nooooo, I had to check it.
Big mistake.
Big. HUGE.
I literally jumped out of my seat and screamed (well, not really, but if i knew how to scream, it would've been a scream.)
Even cady sitting next to me thought something was wrong with me.
If any of you get an email that says "Stare at the door" don't do it.
I have to say though, it was clever.
But shit.
I've never been that scared in my life. It was one of those experiences you get only once in a blue moon. I think the fact that it was late at night, and i was already a little paranoid made it that much scarier. Those of you who have seen it, maybe its not that scary to you.
But shit.
It was for me. It makes me want to look at it again to see if maybe its not that scary afterall. Maybe it just caught me off-guard. But i think i know better than to venture back there.
SHIT.

Hello...everyone.
My name is Szu-Hua...
...and i'm addicted to wafers.
I would be what the specialists call, a "waferholic," a term given to those like me with a special predisposition to any wafer, or wafer-like substance. If you want to save yourself from this sick disease, do not attempt to come near me, for i will offer you this magical wafer, and soon, you too, will be under the powers of the wafer.
BEWARE OF THE WAFER. It will only cause you more harm than good.
Take my advice, and let me help you, help me help you.
That is all.
:-)

Are you there world?
It's me, SH.
hehe.

So, here i am again. i just want to take this opportunity to thank all of those who come and visit my website, whoever you are.
What news do i have for thee? Well, not much. I have finished yet another CD, this one is called, SH's Therapy. Why such a name you ask? Well, its simple. Sometimes i get these bouts of fury and rage, and this newest compilation helps me release my anger, sort of like anger management-SH style, if you will. It starts with a slow but intense warmup with Queen, and then gets into the hard core (and some not so hard core) songs with strong lyrics, or songs that i know the all lyrics to. This allows me to belt out whatever frustrations i have through song. And finally, it ends with a cool down with Christina Aguilera. Yes, that is correct. Christina Aguilera. It is quite a nice compilation, although definitely not meant for everyone, unlike my previous compilations of coffee music. Although, i do have to say, java jams vol. 3 bombed quite awfully. Sara has the only copy in circulation- a "bootleg" if you will- and you can ask her about it. For those of you who are just joining my daily banterings for the first time, you will see that i am quite serious about my cd compilations. They are SERIOUS business. Seriously.
That is all. :-)

Hellllllloooooooooo Missy!
Hahaha.

it is late.
i am not asleep.
a deep voice from within in urges me to surrender and go to bed.
i must not.

goodnight.

argh....i hate when you hold the door open for people, and they just walk through and say nothing, not even holding the door for themselves, as if you were the doorman that was meant to be there to open the door for them. the noive.

i'm currently finishing up java jams vol. 3. (yes, i went from vol. 1 straight to vol. 3. i'm still collecting and gathering material for vol. 2) also in the middle of working on rage and fury. this one will be good. i always try to make them the best ever, but it is always difficult. putting a cd together is harder than it sounds. very few people understand that putting a good cd together is a craft that requires patience and skill. first you have to find a unifying theme for the cd. this theme is the general mood of the cd. and you have to stick to this mood...no detering from it. thats hard. then you have to find the songs that go along with the theme. you have to think about when, where and under what circumstances the cd will perform at its best. sometimes there will be times when you'll want to put a song you really like on the cd, but that doesn't quite fit in with the theme. thats the hard part. thats when you have to relinquish the urge and just move on. i try to find unique songs, or different versions of a song. sometimes the original is better, sometimes the remake or acoustic version is better. thats when its easy. but then there are times when both versions are good, and you have to choose between the two. thats when its hard. last you have to think of a title. the title has to be able to sum up all the amazing songs on the cd in a few words (which is difficult) so that if a stranger were to pick it up, she'd know exactly what she was getting. putting together these compilations are tough.